Wow.... been a while since i last posted.... I think I will get back to posting again!

Anyways I wanted to talk about what was spoken about tonight, with the truth behind it.

Mark 12:28-34 A important question was asked.... What is the most important law....? Holy stinking cow how much do we get caught up in stuff? Anywhere from school to eating! Our thoughts get twisted in how do we please our LORD? It is clear!

30 Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind and with all your strength. 31 The second is this: 'Love your neighbor as yourself.'There is no commandment greater than these."

Hmmm........ I see heart.... ummmm soul? annnndd what is mind? Booooyahhhhhhhhhh! No greater commandment then these..... I think if we follow these all the other commandments Jesus gave us will fall in line...... thats just me though, Im 20 what do i know? And second part talking about loving your neighbor as yourself.... i think when we have problems loving our neighbors its usually has to be a your "self" problem... i struggle with that alot

The other thing that was talked about tonight is prayer....

2 chronicles 7:14

14 if my people, who are called by my name, will humble themselves and pray and seek my face and turn from their wicked ways, then will I hear from heaven and will forgive their sin and will heal their land.

Thats plain.... I know i been burying my face in alot of areas of the day seeking God in prayer lately... I dont want to leave this intimacy because theres no better place to be then in the presence of God and talking with the Father.

Seek His will, and understanding, and above all glorify God!

Its a life long process...... start when you can and give it your all!

I feel like a xanga whore.... Its ok though because I like typing my thoughts and how I FEEL.... heres something to start off the night...

During the darkness in my heart, the light within me will fight to say,

I will praise you, O LORD, among the nations;
I will sing of you among the peoples.

You have given me no price to pay

For great is your love, higher than the heavens;
your faithfulness reaches to the skies.

Not knowing the words, my heart, my spirit, my soul knows just what to say,

Be exalted, O God, above the heavens,
and let your glory be over all the earth.

Thats Psalm 108:3-5, Memorizing scripture is what I'm on this verse for, but if you noticed I added my own little writings in there.. Kinda how I feel for this verse. It helps.. Hope it makes sense by the way as well... if not ask!

Ryan left this morning

Jeremy is leaving tomorrow morning, or this morning

Many more are leaving..... but no matter what happens how long a person is gone for, I must realize this.... The LORD has gave, and the LORD has taken away, may the name of the LORD be praised. Thats Job for you! I'm not exactly losing anyone, but its how I feel... fleshly. I do know that things are far greater awaiting me at the end of this summer... more then I can imagine... strength, love, and passion. Those three things plus many more are always what I get in return.......

Pray baby!

Tonight was very well! Woke up early to help jeremy butler get his UHAUL, then after that chilled the rest of the day. I did do some sneaky walmart shopping to pull off something later that night, which was wonderful! Brandon and Katie got married.....  Happy for those kids that are also around my age. lol After that alot of people came over and hung out... John and I just got done playing halo and its about 3:30.... Angelle got suprised with a day after later birthday mini party! It was great facebook has the pictures. Anyways Im tired. God is good even though my heart is so exhausted and I can't seem to lift myself back up. I know in time God will. So I will sit and wait. Love all!

I wana get married now after being at that wedding..... hmm we will see haha

I'll post the other part of this sometime..

Why do I always look for what’s in it for me,

A part of me knows I want to do this because of love.

In my heart I know my Spirit overcomes my fleshes need to please,

I know if I can just do it, it will be more then enough.

So whether I will ponder over this for the next couple of days,

Wondering about all the times I could have been there for someone.

I know if I can give more of me up, that time could be used to save,

Instead I remind myself of the opportunities of things that I could of done.